A decade passed and those trans figures remained fantasy. Frank-N-Furter, Divine, and Hedwig kept me breathing when I thought I would drown, like rare cracks in a ceiling of ice. Through them I found a trinity of otherworldly archetypes. The 20th-century triumphs and plummeting failures of sexual- and gender-variant Americans werenвЂ™ t always well kept sometimes transgender people are willfully removed from history.ДЄt the turn of the 21st century, the Internet and television provided my teenage self with portals out of suburbia.

WeвЂ™ ve dug up the bones of our ancestors, our fingers ground against cultural bedrock. But faggots, dykes, and trannies fight for their lives. As pop-cultural momentum meets political change, gender and sexual diversity has begun to gain ground in the United States-our stories and histories are becoming popularized and commodified. Other peopleвЂ™ s histories are kept only in the minds of those who lived them. Some people are handed their history in heavy books with hundreds of unnaturally smooth pages. Together they ran 46 shows a year, which means nearly every week for a decade there was a traveling, countercultural transgender collective.

There were at least 100 people on SabrinaвЂ™ s payroll, most of them queer in one way or another. Between 19, the National Academy put on beauty pageants for drag queens. Imprisonment and institutionalization were commonplace treatments for cross-dressers. Through her drag organization, the National Academy, Sabrina came head-to-head with a monolithic American majority that loathed gender diversity. In the 1960s, Sabrina was a central figure in a renegade transgender movement that traveled the American underground. Sabrina is now 76 years old, something like a seer, and the androgyne who owned and operated a national organization for gender-nonconforming people back when being queer was considered both a mental illness and a crime. Not long after we met, she introduced me to her mentor and friend, Flawless Sabrina, aka Jack Doroshow. My friendship with Zackary Drucker encouraged my passage across the sexes I had begun to transition from male to female and she assured me that this was possible. She was a few years my senior, an internationally exhibited artist, an actor, a Hollywood producer-and one of the first transgender women I encountered. I was 23 years old when I met a woman named Zackary.

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